My husband has been gone almost three months and showed up the last few nights and has removed items from a tool shed and a riding lawnmower and trailer that I purchased for him in May or June. I was hoping in my heart that he would return after 33 years of marriage but I guess he has purchased a place for him and his new girlfriend to live since he has a need for a riding lawnmower. This week I have thought about suicide since I am facing the fact that he wants this and has changed all of his bills and information to his new address since I have not gotten any of his mail. I just can't function and I am more anxious about what he is doing and how much debt he is in. I have no family or friends here and I just barely function to get to work everyday. I need friends and some advice. Thanks
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