I forced myself, FORCED myself, to go out and mow the lawn and do some yardwork today. And it remains a FACT that not only does the yard look better, but I feel better! Why is this simple little concept so difficult to engage most days? So the yard looks better, I got a little exercise and some blood flowing thru my veins, and my divorce situation is still the same as it was an hour ago and my dog is still dead. But my actions DO matter, how I CHOOSE to spend my minutes and hours makes alot of difference in how I experience the world & my life, I feel better taking some kind of action, anything is better than just crying. My eyes looked terrible this morning after crying all day yesterday! Guess it's time to go to the food market and buy some cucumbers!
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