Just got back a bit ago from the hearing and I am a wreck. This is such a sad day. I took the rest of the day off from work. I feel so depressed. We did not even speak to each other. When the judge gave her final ruling it was like a dagger in my heart. I never wanted things to end this way. This has been such a traumatic experience. She never once contacted me to see how I was. Now I bet she is happy to have gotten what she wanted, and I came out of this feeling worthless, and feeling like a horrible person. I wish she could feel the pain I am in. I was strong and did not show weakness. Once it was over I just walked out and did not look back. I do not cry much but today I am. It is such a sad thing. You guys are my only support here as I live alone in this city. I do not know how long it will take to get over this. My friends back home do not understand what I am going through. THIS IS SOO HARD!
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...