I seen the ex and his new girlfriend for the first time last night. It was so awful and all I can do now is replay it over and over in my mind. I felt so numb and still do. My heart keeps beating faster I feel sick to the stomach and my whole body feels like its on fire. I dont know why I feel this bad I already knew he was seeing her but it felt like a knfe to the heart. I wish I knew why he likes her and not me? The worst thing is when I was in bed last night the tinest part of me wished I wouldnt wake up because it would be so much easier...
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