i just got out of a really bad relationship - with a man who was a liar and a cheater and yet i sit and wait for the phone to ring , for him to call, a call that will never happen, and if it did would i be strong enough to refuse him- no probably not........ why am i such a loser! its not so easy being single- how stupid is it that i sleep with his toothbrush and i hold the shirt that smells like him, and i can't bring myself to burn the pic of him- instead i wrote his ex wife and begged her to send the copy of the pic of the two of us to my email so i could have it and look at it..... how friggin pathetic is this people? why does breaking up have to be so hard! i don't think i have a heart anymore.... there's nothing left to give ... i gave it all to him .... i won't even answer the house phone , cause i'm afraid he will call and i'll cave ....... i hate that i love him ! needed to vent....
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