As the idea of divorce sinks in, I am having dreams, good dreams, about my new house, decorationg it, my new car, what will it be (I have never had one, any new car went to my wife and I took the old one) I am even wondering if,when,how I will meet someone. Understand that we are just starting the divorce. We have atleast a year before we get to the point when we have an agreement on the settlement of the business, house, ect. Is this some coping mechinism, or am I feeling relife that the marriage I had sucked for both of us, and ending it is a blessing.
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