I feel a "difference" this week -- I am feeling like a whole bunch of the emotional component of the divorce has gone away. I had some e-mail contact with him today, and it was all business for me, no tail-spin. Very different quality to this. I just wonder -- is this one of those "tricks" where I think I am OK finally and then - surprise! - I have some kind of melt-down tomroow? or is this the point where I turn the corner? Kinda makes me nervous. Like is this the calm before the storm or is this just plain old calm. I have been fooled before. When do you know you have finally turned the corner?
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