On my suggestion, my husband and i are filing for divorce in six months' time. We still love each other very much. However, due to the things we did and said to each other, we no longer want to try and work out this marriage. I believe the reason for this break up is because we dare not try to love each other and open up again for fear of being hurt which is really sad. Even though this is the case, I can't seem to let go and forgive myself for not trying hard enough. I really do not want to hurt the man that truly loves me. I know there are lot of people out there who might think that I am stupid to walk away when there is still so much love and no other third party is involved. It still hurts to think of 'us' and everyday task is a struggle. Yes, maybe I am stupid and weak. Some say that giving up doesn't mean you are weak; sometimes it means you are strong enough to let go. True?
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