I need some feedback on my relationship i had with my high school sweetheart. me and her dated in highschool in 2005, then when i graduated i moved to florida with my brother to try out the whole "living with no parents thing" every teen has that urge when they graduate. she waited for me for nearly 2 years, we talked on the phone alot, she sent letters. about 1.5 years into those 2 years we BOTH decided that we should date other ppl, just to not feel so lonely. once those 2 years was up, i was plannin on moving back to california for college and so me and her could be together again, unfortunatley she moved to las vegas, which is only like a 2 hour drive from where i live now, so i can visit her ne time i wanted too, plus she may be moving back in a year cuz her mom and dad dont like it there that much. but on top of that, about a month before i came back to be with her and attend college, she says "she cant do this anymore" and she likes this guy she met, because he was there for her. but i was comin back in a month!!! wtf!! am i not seeing something here?! i didnt have ne idea that this was gonna happen, no warning or ne thing, just BAM we're broke up. but im back now, and shes in las vegas, i can still visit her and we still talk, i am certain we both still have feelings for eachother. is it because i've been gone for so long? is she not sure what to do now that im back? should i give her time to adjust? i cant live without this girl, for the 2 years i was away she was the only thing keeping me sane, and giving me motivation through out my work days and gave me something to look forward too each day after work (her calls or e-mails, letters, etc.) she keeps saying she just wants to be friends, but after those 2 years of lubby-dubby talk and i miss you's, theres gotta still be something there?! please help i need some help and guidance!
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