i am getting divorced after 35yrs but this is not the problem. my marriage was in trouble since the start but didn't realize it until 17 yrs later? the problem is i fell in love with my brother-in-law (my husbands younger brother). and he has decided this will never work because he worries about what his family/friends/brother will think. he is 41, 13 yrs younger and i trully gave all my heart to him. he says he wants to try his luck with someone else, because he wants someone who will always be there, although he says still loves me. i feel like such a failure at love. and i am not able to cope with it. i am depressed, can't sleep and have lost about 20lbs. in 3 weeks. all i want is to love and be loved. is that too much to ask?
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