The way I left things with my fiancee is if he wants me in his life then he can call me. I cant chase him and be the only one giving a crap. But now Im making some HUGE changes and I really need to talk to him, but he hasnt called. Is it a big deal if I call him ? Dose that seem desperate and clingy? I got into a school in NC and Im moving down there and I actually have to talk to him to resolve some stuff before I go. So should I just say fuck it and not call or be decent and take care of stuff? I know this seems stupid, but Ive never had a break up like this...usally I walk away, dont and dont look back. Help please..
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