I have been dating a guy for four months. Things were great in the beginning but now it's great on somedays and hell on other days. I feel like I can't talk to him about anything without him blowing up or saying things like I'm crazy, and pathetic. He left his e-mail up and I know it was wrong to look at it. But I did, and he got so mad he told me to leave cause I asked him about some old e-mails to his exwife and some he had gotten from a singles site before we met. All I asked was for him to get rid of it. He said I didn't deserve any explanations and that he didn't have to do anything cause it was his private stuff. That he wanted to keep it cause if his kids asked why their parents weren't together he could show them he tried to make it work but their mother didn't. He told me I had nothing to worry about, that he didn't love her anymore he was only concerned about the kids, it was old stuff and that he keeps all e-mails. So the otherday I found an article on this type of stuff saying how it was bad to keep things like that and how it causes problems in a new relationships. I sent it to him. Now he's telling me that he feels like we are back at it again and that he doesn't see a future with us and the he doesn't know if he loves me. I tried to break it off yesterday and he asked me not to do that to him. Is he playing with my head? Does he really love me? Why is it so hard to move on and say you know what I don't need this.
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