My living situation is agony (my husband quit on our marriage for no reason at all other than saying "I just dont' have what it takes to be married" and I unfortunately have to live with him for financial reasons until I finish school in two years.I am filled with hatred for what my husband has done to me and my life and despair. Living together is a hell I wouldn't wish on anyone and obviously trying to move on like this is beyond challening...but I NEED to...I WANT to...and I'm wondering...is forgiveness necessary for me to really be able to move forward and focus on me? What do you all think? Is forgiveness a necessary step to move forward? Or will it just eventually happen when its supposed to happen. I feel shackled in place...as much as I want to try to move forward, the pain and despair is like quicksand all around me and all I do is sink in my efforts to move forward. I'm wondering if forgivenss is a lifeline I need to accomplish before I can really move forward with rebuiding my life..
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