We all come here to find comfort and strength. I happen to struggle with it all. Each day is a challenge, facing my life past and present. I feel such an emptiness inside me that at times it is unbearable. Finding myself going out this morning to get an early start on holiday shopping feeling overwhelmed by the crowds feeling overwhelmed with eomitions finding hard not to break down in the store. The amount of pain that I feel is from the strong love I had for her. Yet the pain intesifies because that love is no longer returned. She was my hopes, my dreams, my future, a part of me. Now that she let go I have to find inner strength to deal with the pain to face famliar situation of everyday living with an empitness in me. I seek comfort and companionship which is no longer there. I know time is a big factor in all of this but it is the length of it shows no mercy. We all most pick up and move on, we all must find that inner strength to face the next day.
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