OK, I've posted here quite a bit, everyone is aware of my stbx who I chose to file for divorce due to her infidelity. On paper, it says irreconcilable differences. Anyhow, she came home this morning from being out all night again. (We have to live together, or, err, she won't move out, and I can't according to the way the law works against men leaving the family home). I don't want to be upset about her going to do what she does. I need to find ways to just let things be. I know there is no way on earth I would ever want to salvage a tarnished relationship with such a despicable person. I need to find a way to get out of my situation and stay cool at all times, while I am in the house, knowing full well what she's up to. Thank God I am leaving the state for a week. Maybe then I can break free from the hell I am in right now. Indifference ideas desired and welcomed!
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