Few months ago my wife said to me that she cant continue with me so she had gone. I tried many times to take her back but she refused strictly. After few months I met with a girl and then I got involved in her first to forget my ex then just to love her. Now my ex wife is back she met me and I knew that I still love her. Now I love both. I have same feelings for both, sometimes I feel this is hell but I am helpless I cant stop my feelings for both.
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