Most recently my ex agreed to open the lines of communication a bit. She wasn't ready to see me, or talk to much. She felt it would take away from the integrity of her "space" to "process". SHe is in a different state for 4 more months - already gone a month - for job training. She has agreed not to shut me out completely, I get a "phone date" @ 6 each Sunday. And an occasional text throughout the week. So my dilemma --- I went out the last two Friday's with sister...and some girls have been interested. I politely tell them I am not out looking, that I am in a relationship that is in flux, but I am dedicated to it until I feel I have done everything i can. --- I don't feel guilty, I appreciate the attention, but I make sure not to pursue anything. I want to act as if I am still in a relationship....------ here is my concern.. I don't want to stay home and dwell all the time. But I don't want my gf to view my actvity as negative. Plus - am I crazy for waiting when all I am getting is a weekly phone call? Am I passing up my life? I want to stay strong - dedicated - in hopes in time she will return ---- but I feel like I have to be careful of everything i say and do - or stay home in silence - I don't know I guess I am rambling.... but gettin out is nice, however I hate worrying she may think I am out "hunting". Do you think I shoudl sit home to eliminate any misunderstanding? Or continue trying to have a bit of a life?
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