God it's awful. Just hit me all of a sudden again. Feel so depressed, crying, hopeless. If it wasn't for DS I think I would feel like the only person on earth right now. My sister will be home from work soon and hopefully she will have a bit of time to talk. I hate it when I get like this. It's at times like this that I would just rather exit. What's the point????? Why am I here???? I won't do that but it is how I feel right now. It all seems so pointless. Where is the light today...I don't see it. Wish I had someone here to at least go through this shit with me. The loneliness is overwhelming.
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