Well today is the fist day back at work for 2008. All I can do is feel sorry for myself. I hate not having anything to do in this city where I have no friends. I keep telling myself that in time I will be better but I just don't know how. I find myself thinking of her more and more each day. After the pain she has caused you think it would be easier for me. I just feel like I am in a hole all alone. My whole dreams were shattered. I wish this was easier.
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