I finally got out..left yesterday and moved out with my kids. I am not sure what I'm feeling yet, some relief yes, but mostly unsettled and can't sit still for long. I know it was the right thing to do. I long for days when I am free of the emotional baggage that Ive brought with me. I still love the man, but it could not work with us living together. Too much resentment on my part-issues not resolved....will they ever be? Is it possible at all? I cannot predict the future...past behaviour is too strong right now. So I am here now. I feel like a different person. Just wondering when I will feel like I know who I am again? I know others have felt this way too so tell me, how did you find peace within the first little while of being separated?
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