I'm struggling today thinking about him. I want so badly for him to be "better" and come to his senses....On the other hand- I want to heal. I feel like I am doing all I can to move forward but am still struggling. I started therapy 3 weeks ago, joined DS, started reading "Women who love to much" and started back to church. I still hurt! My mind is still filled with him even at church! I am relieved when its time to go to bed because I think it will be a reprieve from reality- but then all I do it dream about him. Last night I had 3 dreams about him! I know everyone says it will take time...Fuck time. I need help now! Am I just being impatient or what?
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