I know I just posted about this rollercoaster ride the other day and how I hate it. I keep waiting to go up but My rollercoaster is steadily going down. I can't pull myself up. Maybe it's the holidays...I don't know. I just can't shake this sadness over me. It's like a raincloud over my head. I think I am rotting in self pity. I am so sad about where I am in my life ( single, divorced mother of two, both ad/hd and one is autistic ) and my ex is moving into new place with his girlfriend, and going out and getting to laugh and be happy, and take my kids for his weekends and they all drive off like one big happy family, while I sit here and figure out how he got so lucky to move on with his life and find happiness. I get to wonder why he changed for her, but never did for me. I keep thinking about all the horrible things he did to me, and how he is so nice to her. All the pet names he had for me, I hear him calling her. I gotta get my ex and his girlfriend out of my head.
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