bah humbug. i wish i could have a positive attitude no matter what. im positive that if i tried that tho i would drive myself crazy. im tried. i want to get more than a few hours of sleep at nite. i want it to be the weekend. i feel so drained. i know i have a lot to be grateful for - i talk about it all the time. but i just feel sad inside. i just feel this emptiness. and its not going to get better if i try to be something im not. thanks for your support.
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