These past 2 weeks have been wonderful with my estranged husband. We were doing things together, he was coming over here and spending the night, we were making love and cuddling. At first I thought it was all about sex like it usually is every 3 or 4 weeks. But it was more than that this time. We actually were doing things together, spending time as a family with the kids, going out, we were spending nights sleeping in each others arms. He told me he loved me as I told him. He was here on Tues and promised me and the kids he'd come back on Wednesday and have dinner with us. He said he couldnt stay long jsut a few hours and that was fine since I was seeing him about every other day. Wednesday came and went and he never showed up or called. me and the kids went up to the local newspaper and put a ad in the paper for Valentines Day. We added our wedding picture with the kids with it and a very loving message attached. Brandon called his dad to tall him about our "surprise" and he still hasnt called him back. I dont know what happened. I was doing everything right this time. I gave my all. He had my heart and soul and I took down the wall I had built up. I truely was falling back in love with him and was starting to get our lives back together as a family, or so I thought. Its been 4 days and I havent heard anything from him. We have a "date" for tomorrow, I got a babysitter for the evening and everything. I dont know what to do. Im so hurt, I feel like curling into a ball and crying. His mom has been giving him the messages, so she says. I dont know if we're still going out tomorrow or not. I just want some answers. Im heartbroken. I really thought it was going to work out this time. Do I still hold on to the hope or do I give up? I really want to believe in him. i know he has hunting dogs that he hunts, and its been too cold to take them out. Thats his passion. But I thought we were too. Do I wait and hope he has a good excuse or do I give up? Im already hurt so it cant get much worse than what it is. Help, I need some advice. Not belittling him but what do I do with my bleeding heart?
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