I have heard this saying before and never truly knew what it meant, until now. I know now that my husband loves me, only in the wrong way. He was losing sleep over this decision he had to make. And I didnt even know anything was wrong with us. He has already gone through what I am going through now, only he chose to suffer alone. He was selfish in the way he conveyed his feelings. And made a selfish choice. But you have to be selfish, and tell your spouse that you dont love them....or never say anything at all and still not love them the way you should..to settle..I have come to understand this. Who wants to settle? NOt me and he knew it.. So I look at it like he did set me free.. I want to know that the man I am sleeping with every night loves only me.I dont want him to have a straying thought of me being someone else.. So really he did love me , so he had to set me free..
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