Im new to this whole online support system. I guess at this point Ill try anything that could make me feel better. I ran away from home with I was 15 years old to be with my then boyfriend. One year and one month later we were married. Now 7 years later we live separate countries. Part of me wishes I could let him go, forget him as he forgotten me. The marriage was going down hill for the last 2 years. Neither of us did anything to try to help the situation. We just watched as everything we had worked so hard to build went down in flames. I cheated. A decision that I have regretted every day. I guess Im just so tiered. So tiered of crying myself to sleep so tiered of calling and calling and never getting an answer. So tiered of his indifference of his lies. So tiered of the guilt and the pain. If hes moved on why cant I?
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