Well I saw my hubby for the first time in 2 1/2 months. He called me to tell me his car broke down again. Of course wanting to borrow one of my vehicles. I told him when he could calm down and talk to me like I deserve being talked to....to call back and we'd talk about it. Well later he called back and left a voice mail apologizing for the way he spoke to me. Said that he took his frustrations out on me. Then said he didn't want me doing any huge favors for him, etc. For the first time in almost 3 months I decide I have had it and I go to his house. When I get there I call and ask him to come sit in my car. He does. At first he was cold and distant. Then he warmed up either because I was nice or he wanted something. Dang then somehow we ended up kissing. Maybe cause that is the only thing he was ever good at. Well then after that the conversation started into where we go from here and he was tired and sleepy and wanted to go to bed. Now we hadn't been this close in months and all he could think about was going to bed. So then he got upset because I was "pouting". He got ugly and said he wanted me to leave, that I wasn't going to manipulate him. That old feelings came back in how HE was treated. Yes, they also came back to me as how he only SAID he wanted to make me happy as he said once again tonight, but then when it came around to putting action behind those words.....FORGET IT. I should have never gone!! I just set myself up for more HURT. Or maybe it will help me to move on....I'm kinda NUMB right now. Go ahead tell me I am an idiot.
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