hello everyone, i am having a good saturday and at my brothers house barbecueing but i just wonder what the ex is doing today. i wish i could get over all of this crap. its so beautiful out today and feel bad that i am not spending time with him, but he lives with someone else now and her kids. for anyone that knows my story he is a real jerk not caring about his own daughter and never calls to even see how she is, i mean we really actually only broke up withing the last month but it seems a lot longer. i hope he is miserable with her, he always acted like i kept him prisoner at my house but he lives with her and her two kids now and playing dad when he couldnt stand to do that with me with his own daughter, if it was friday and saturday you didnt see much of him, he was all around town drinking with friends and you never knew where he was, so how does he deal with that now???? i mean is he playing this great guy and not going out and staying at home with her like he shouldve with me and feel like a prisoner for her??? i need encouragement today, i know i repeat myself a lot but i always need to hear it from you all how he is missing out and stuff or i couldnt make it through my day. thank you so much!!!
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