So my wife left me 4 months ago, which is the fourth time in our 13 year marriage. I think that I have started to move on because I have recently I realized that I am lonely but I dont want to be with my wife anymore. But the rest of my life is falling apart as well. I have been unemployed for a year. I am moving half a country away from my children to live with my parents at the age of 40 because I have no other choice at this point. I am going to have to foreclose on my house. I am so emotionally distraught that I dont know what to do with myself. I feel like such a loser. I am going to miss my children so much. I feel like I am never going to get my life back on track. I fear that now I will be single for the rest of my life. This is so irrational because I dont want to be in a relationship right now but I also dont want to be alone especially forever. I know it is too much to ask for happiness in my life. I just wish I could find a way to feel better about myself because I am tired of feeling despair.
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