I wish I had the answer, I wish I knew how long, how deep, and how much this hurts and will hurt me and how it will affect me on a daily basis. It's all OK for a while, then it all hits at once, no way to prepare. Reactions to minor and/or major things seem way out of proportion both ways. Feel stupid for not reacting strongly enough when I should, and guilty for flying off the handle when I should not. Am I not coping properly, mentally imbalanced, should I seek professional help, or is this my jumbled emotions not knowing how to deal with telling my closest companion to leave for both our goods?
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