In my mind, I think I'm supposed to keep my dignity and self respect and not answer the stbx's calls and just have no contact. I've never actually gotten to tell him exactly what I think. I didn't want to lower myself to his level. I wonder if this is unhealthy? I've written letters and then burned them so he wouldn't have any written proof of slander or whatever. But I'm tired of being quiet and dignified. I have thoughts of tying him up in a chair, gagging him, then verbally abusing him like he did me, for hours on end, under a bright, hot lamp. Does this sound like I'm psycho or just a pissed off normal human being who's been verbally abused, cheated on and blamed for everything that's gone wrong? I need a healthy way of getting rid of my anger. Any suggestions, other than joining a fight club for women??????
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