We got in a fight on the phone the other night and she hung up on me. When I called her back he answered her phone. She told me he wasnt even there. He started talking shit and saying that he was f***ing the sh*t out of my girl and that I cryed when i saw him. I dont know what to do. Ive never felt like killing someone before but I cant control my brain. Im only 24 but I gave up fighting in the street along time ago. I keep thinking about going and catching him after work in the parking or taking a bat to his car. I want this f**ker to pay for what hes done. He is such a peice of sh*t. Im sorry for all the profanity, i just cant help it. I feel like even if he didnt have sex with her that I still feel like its my duty to vanguish this evil person. I just dont know. If i attack him I will certianly go to jail and lose my job and probly then my house. I just cant live with myself knowing that he is just out and about with her. Hes is having sex with other women and then with her. He has tainted her in so many ways that I feel like I can never take her back. URRRRRRGGGGGH! I am so freakin mad i could kill!!!!!!!!!
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