I have never shedso many tears as I have these past couple of months. Feeling depression, anxiety, lonliness, sadness, and so many more feelings. I just want to be happy again. The pain is still here and doesn't seem to be going away. I have been so emotional this week. I am training with another person and I said something wrong that made this person yell at me. I was puzzled and felt so little. I felt like I can't do anything right. I looked away as this person was yelling bc I felt like I was going to break down and cry again. This isn't normal maybe I need help or something. I can't take anymore pressure bc I fear for the worse. I am getting closer to the end of my ropes. I can't do anything right. Hell I can't make love work for me. Why am I so emotional? If this happened earlier in my life I would have strugged off that person and went on. I hope I am not damaged emotionally in some way. I want to be a man that can take alot of shit like I use too. Not the mouse that I am today!
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