I want to feel like living again - to laugh, to smile - to be able to go outside of this house and not feel like I am out of place. I want someone to hold me. I don't want to feel sorry for myself anymore. I have a wonderful family - and they all love me. I just have this big black hole and I don't know what to do. I cry all the time - not just sniffling - bawling...I just want to do something - and something because I want to - not because I have to!!! Where do you turn when you are like this???
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