But all the books say it's not good. But I just get so frustrated with him I really feel like if I don't let it out, my head is going to explode. I want to do the right thing and rise above the craziness he continues to create, but sometimes I think it's never going to end. He keeps finding new ways to be crazy. I know he's trying to push my buttons and only I can allow him to do it. I'm only human and sometimes I just don't have the strength to stand up to onslaught. So there it is. When I need to vent, I hope it's safe here. And maybe somebody out there needs to comiserate sometimes, too.
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