after seeing my boyfriend last night he told me he wanted space and felt like ive been smothering him,ive really needed his support at the moment,those who have read my previous posts will know why,he said he wants to go out with his mates more,which i dont mind but left me wondering what exactly he does want from me.I had put my house up for sale,i am struggling to make the morgage payments my own fault i took out a loan to get my divorse,thought it would make sence to sell pay my loan off with the money from the house and have a smaller place,but he talked me out of it ,said i was paniking,we could get a place together when he gets his money from his divorse so i took it off the market.Now he says he wants space just one week after saying this,i lay awake last night and thought what do i really miss in my life,it was the campanionship of a aldults compant someone to talk to go out with,have a laugh i want a friend,not a partner i can be on my own i just dont want to feel so isolated,does anyone understand this has this lonlieness sent me mad
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