well last night after talking with my wife for a few hours, its obvious she does not want to try and make it work. I guess i am in the anger stage still, but i took my ring off and put it away. I dont know if she has noticed or not and i dont really care at this point. I figured that if she does not want to at least try as a team to figure this out i might as well move on. As you may or may not know i was diagnosed with a rare cancer 7 months ago. So far everything is going very well and just need to get through my radiation and hopefully life will be back to normal. My thought is, since i dont know what my future has in store for me. I am not going to waste my life sitting around crying over her. I want someone in my life that will be honest with me and spend time with me like couples are suppose to do. I dont think at this time i want a full time relationship. But i would like a woman in my life that is a friend and maybe more if it leads to that. I guess im looking to my DS friends to chime in and tell me if i am in some sort of la la land or do you think i am doing the right thing? Life is short, what would you do? I really feel sorry for our kids, this is going to be so tough on them when we tell them after the holidays....
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