I have been with my bf for close to 12 years and we have two children together and we have a home together. He stepped out on me and had another child with someone else. We broke up for a while after that, but we got back together and he promised he wouldn't cheat again (I know what was I thinking right?). I accepted his new child like my own and he was happy about that. Well everything was fine until I started getting "that" feeling. He started coming home at like 4 or 5 in the morning and said that he would be out playing cards with the guys or video games. I said fine, I will give him the benefit of doubt. Well this continued, so I started looking through his phone and I found texts from the other child's mother. He was still sleeping with her. I come to find out that he had been seeing her for like the last 4 years of our relationship. Last night he told me after I confronted him that he was still sleeping with her, but he didn't know why. I asked for his key and he didn't give it to me and he said that he would move in about a week. This has hurt me forever. I can't remember the last time I was happy, but the thing is I can't let go of him for some reason. He apparently spends a lot of time with her, over me. I feel like he thinks she is better than me, which hurts a lot. I know he needs to go, but how. What am I doing?
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