I got to go see my kids today but I could not leave with them. They all started crying when they saw me and asked me when I was bringing them home with me. I couldn't give them an answer and that killed me. They told me how much they missed me and I loved me and we just hugged and hugged some more. I was so heartbroken cause I wanted to take them with me. He made them a promise that he would bring them to me sunday night and let them spend the night. After I left he said he wants to drop two of them off and keep two and then then switch every week. I don't agree with that but he said its the only way I will get to see my kids. I went to a lawyer today and it will cost 2500 just to start so I can get temporary custody. Unfortunately I don't have that kind of money. Right now I am trying to figure out what in the world to do. I miss my babies so much I just want them back here with me.
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