okay im 13 and a few months ago i i went through a terrible break up.. my friend tiffany had an older brother named david and he was 15 and he liked me and soo he called me alot and want ed to hang out with me and he really liked me and i wasnt going to go out with him becuz of his age but then i rlly started liking him and soo i gave him a chance everything seemed amazing he treated me soo nice and he made me feel special i thought i was going to be with him forever i really thought i loved him and i believed everything he told me like that he loved me and soo one day i went over to his house nd we were watching a movie and i lost my virginity to him and i really didnt want to i thought i was too young i never ever in my life pictured myself doing that but i really thought i loved him then the relationship ended up only lasting 2 and a half months he broke up with me on christmas... i was heart broken i had had sex with him 3 times and i was ashamed i didnt want to tell anyone but i got over him and then about 4 months ago i started to like this guy at my school antwone and soo we started going out and i liked him soo much i used to talk on the phone with him for hours and we would tell each other everything he would listen to me if i was upset he made me soo happy and he neveer wanted me to be sad and when we were going out for about a month we were just soo happy together we hung out all the time all his friends liked me and got along with me he got along with all of my friends and it was great he met my parents they loved him he came over all the time and his little brother was friendswith my little brother and antwone would bring his little brother over and they would play everything was greatt and one night my mom let antwone sleep over becuz my big cousin was there and my mom knew he wouldnt let anything happen and my cousin fell alseep and me and antwone almost had sex but then i desided not to becuz i didnt wanna make that mistake before i knew that i could trust him and he was okay with not doing it. we hung out all spring break and i told him everything and i trusted him with everything he told me that he thought he loved me and he wanted to be with me for a long time and that i could trust him and he wasnt gonna break my heart and we just had soo many feelings for eachother....then we went bac kto school everything was still okay but then thingsdkinda changed he started hanging out with his friends more and i was fine with that i would go with him some of the time and some of the time i didnt go becuz i wanted to let him have some room and i would understand if he didnt call me or anyuthing then after we were going out for about too months he kissed another girl well then he told me about it he said he was soo sorry and everything i said it was fine i just was happy he told me and i told him that i dont care just please not to do it again or idk what i would do but then he just stopped calling me and stopped tlking to me at school and he didnt come over anymore for like a week then he called meone night and i asked him why he stopped tlkin to me nd stopped coming ovwer and everything he said he felt like i wass ignoring him or somthing i said iwas sorry and we talked for a long timee and then i had to get off the phone and then he said i love you byee and i said ohh you do?? and then i said i love you too bye and then nothing changed he still didnt hang out with me anymore and then after we went out for 3 months totaL he broke up with me i was walking to school and i was planning on talking to him that day about everything i was gonna try and see if i could see why he just stopped tlkin to me and my friend alexus comes up to me and says that antwone said it was over and i just started crying i couldntstopp and then i stopped and i walked home and then idk its been about 2 weeks since he broke up with me i was going to try and just get over him but i cant i think about him all the time and i mean i just feel like theres something i should do to save our relationship i mean i still really love him i kno im only 13 but i have so many feelings for him i would doalmost anything to get him back lol i mean i just cant stop thinking about him and its bothering me i just feel like we should still be together i dont know what to do does anybody have any advice pplzzzzz im desperate
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