Apparentally in the course of 24 hours, I have managed to hurt at least four people that I called friends. I only came to this site to try to get a little understanding and to try to be as supportive as I could. Apparentally some of my conversations and advise have been hurtful or offensive. That was never my intent. To those that I have offended and hurt, I am truly sorry. I wish could change what I have done. In the mean time I will be leaving. Maybe someday I will be forgiven. Maybe someday I will be able to forgive myself for hurting these people. Maybe someday I will be brave enough to come back and lurk. I hope so. Thank for the kind words that you have offered me. They have helped. Good bye.
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