I really need some advice on my relationship. We hae been together for about 2.5 years now and have recently had a daughter a year ago, I also have a daughter from a previous relationship as he has a son. So there are 5 of us in the family. We have always had issues. In the first year he cheated and was phisically abusive during my pregnancy. I somewhat forgave him and after the birth of our daughter he was wonderful...a different man. Until 2 months ago I had sever post partum depression and things got bad. I was suicidal and couldnt get off the couch for 2 months and he started treating me like shit. Last week he left me. He blamed our whole relationship on me and actually spit in my face. 4 days later I took him back because I missed him so much. Now that hes here though, its like I hate him. I feel like hes hurt me too much. When he hugs me I feel nothing. I am numb. We agreed wed go to counselling but the counsellor said she needs to see me by myself for a while because she doesnt know what I want. Im so confused....Im just losing all the love I had for him but I know if he leaves Ill be a mess. What should I do? Sorry its so long
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