I left my husband yesterday. I don\'t know if it is permenant yet but I don\'t know what to do or think right now. On friday I saw that he was talking inappropriately to a bunch of women on yahoo. I confronted him and all he did was change his name on yahoo and continue. (in a nut shell) but this was not the first time stuff like this has happened. He says he doesn\'t know why he does it and that he hates hurting me and that it breaks his heart to know that he doesn\'t deserve me for putting me through all this pain. I don\'t want it to be over but I also cannot deal with this happeneing every few months. All of this started right before I gave birth to our son two years ago. My friend told me that its ryans unconsious way of telling me he doesn\'t love me and doesn\'t want to be with me but I refuse to believe that. Please help, I\'m lost. I love him.
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