I am having an aweful day. I feel like crying and not stopping. I have had noone around today and I am feeling extremely lonely. I was talking to the stbx earlier and he told me to just find someone. That is one of the last things I want right now. He has no sympathy for me what so ever. I know he is probably out trying to get some action now and it is eating me up inside. I can't stand the thought of him with another woman. He was mine for 15 years and now I have nothing. What am I going to do with the rest of my life? I am so scared for me and my kids. I don't know where to start or end.
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