I just cant find the energy to do anything. I feel tired all the time, but sleeping during the day messes me up more. I am taking a sleep aid and it helps, but I am still having weird dreams about stxb and stepkids. I have so much more unpacking to do...havent accomplished my goal of three weeks ago. I saw my doctor yesterday and she recommended an antidepressant. I guess I will get myself to the drugstore to get the prescrip filled and I hope it helps. I usually am full on energy and did have lots the first couple weeks being free...of course that was probably a lot of anxiety too. Who has had these feelings in the beginning? I know I am not alone on here....we never are.. :)
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