i am feeling so alone and so down tonight.. i can't stop crying.. i don't have anyone that i can call and say i'm hurting so bad cause no one wants to hear it anymore... i just needs hugs of support and understanding that it's just another low point in getting over this horrible breakup that i've been through.. i hate the powerlessness of being unable to talk to my ex and have him talk back ..i hate being told "i don't want to talk to you.. i hate you...you disgust me" or words along that line when i try to talk to him ... i just feel like no matter what i do i can't get over him and can't purge him from my heart and mind.. man i feel like i've taken 10 steps backwards tonight.. i feel so damn down
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