I never thought the day would come that I would have to take sleeping pills to make it through the night. He started taking some of his stuff out yesterday. Again I begged him to stay and told him that he was making a mistake. He said "it is going to happen anyways, it better be now" I was so uncontrollable crying and my body shaking, there is no way I could sleep. So I took a sleeping pill and even then I woke up a few times last night. When will I get better? how do I get him out of my heart?
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