Ok most everyone on here knows somethig about me. I am the vent queen!! LOL So here I go. Can anyone please tell me what in hell is wrong with my husband!! I tell him he can go out and I will stay home...ON HIS ONLY NIGHT OFF.. well he decides not to go...but to ask me to go out with him.. Ok no big deal.. But then he comes over yesterday and I havent seen or really talked to him since Wed. afternoon. Now..he is acting weird or reserved or something last night when he was here. Ok.. so he NEVER calls me anymore. The kids call him.. OK.. I am sitting here a few minutes ago and he calls me. And mind you , its Saturday night.. And wants to know if I would like to have some drinks with him tonight????? What is this? Of course I said yes...Because I am lonely as hell and he is still my husband. I mean fun is fun.. I know what this mess will end up anyways. right? This is nuts..I think he is crazier than me right now . I look at it like he is my first boyfriend since my husband left!!! I mean he is a different person..LOL .. Any input please.. I dont feel bad using him right now. That is how I am looking at it.. He did what he had to ..adn I am doing what I need to.
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