Hey all. O.K. Her'e the deal. I no longer think about him all the time - really just in passing. But I just can't seem to find any motivation or enthusiasm. I know what I SHOULD be doing, I just can't seem to get moving. I feel like I'm doing the bare minimum just to get by. I'm letting things fall behind and I feel like a slug. I don't even feel that unhappy, just comepletly unmotivated. I was actually more proactive 4 months after he left than I am now at 10 months. What the hell...Is this anywhere near normal??
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