Just picked up my kids from an over night with my ex. The first time in ages. What is the first thing that pops out of my 8 year olds mouth. "Mommy was talking on the phone in bed to her boyfriend, and said I love you to him." I know its none of my business, but now I feel really low, just like one more twist of the sword. Of course all this is going on I'm just trying to keep smiling while my heart is breaking again. When will this ever end.
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